Launching My Escape into Eternity

Hmmm...as far as the calendar is concerned, it is July 1st, 2009.
As far as I'm concerned, it is simply NOW.

For many, many years of my life I thought "Time" was my absolute greatest resource.

I never had a lot of money, and valued my time far more than any money. I thought the best way to capitalise on my time was to learn how to manage it, invest it, leverage it, even save it.

I loved the concept of Time Management, the principle of setting goals, and of having long terms plans, because all of these things gave me a sense of being in control over my life.

Of course, unless I built in a plan for generating income, many of my monetary based goals (if I bothered to set them at all), could never come to fruition. Plus, I had a lot of baggage that made it pretty near impossible for Money to get near me, let alone hang around! I resented Money. Resented having to have it and didn't like what I felt it brought out in people. I blamed Money for an awful lot of stuff.

That meant too, that I was ALWAYS looking for alternative ways to accomplish my desires. Creativity and innovation, and time to create became much more valued in my estimations. Thinking and creating became almost one and the same over time...ha!..time

A Quantum Shift

But something shifted in me a couple of years ago.

I'd boarded a plane for a four day trip away and forgotten my watch. I couldn't put my phone on as it wasn't in Flight mode.
I took this as a 'cue' from the Universe to 'forget time' until it was time to fly back.

And I did.
Not once did I ask what time it was. So many around were time oriented, I didn't even need to, in order to catch my plane back! Of course,there's a practicality to time, but I dare to venture, that most live in a feeling a 'lack of time'.
And I've started to hear the term 'time poor', more and more.

NOW or Never
Can I ever really be time poor, if I have NOW. Who has any more or less?

I started to see Time and my attitude toward it, could bear all the same marks as money. Time had gone further than being a commodity...it had become a form of currency-adjusting in value depending upon the economics of people outside of myself.

People could, and did, change where an hour was placed in a day. I never warmed to Daylight savings. I love LONG mornings. That's why I like Queensland. But it wasn't until I realised these things about time, that I realised I could live a life separate from the 'timing' of others.

I began to conceive the idea of living in NOW, and 'outside' of time-in ETERNITY.
"NOW, this is ETERNAL life"
All over the world, people are in various degrees of today, tomorrow and yesterday, but yet, it is undeniably ALL NOW. The only way to truly leverage and maximize time is to live FULLY, NOW.

Another Shift
A couple of years ago i heard a man by the name of Stephn Covey Sr say:
"You don't need money to make money, you need Creativity"
When he said that, my entire universe opened up! I had spent my life fostering and nurturing all manner of creativity and re-conceptualizing, since I was REALLY young.

My circumstances required being able to rearrange the way I saw things,so that I could find the good in life, and alternatives became my specialty. And I practiced the art perpetually.

This brought about a massice shift in my mindset toward generating Money, and the culminating piece of that puzzle was changing the way I saw Money. And that has revolutionalized everything.

With Creativity/Thinking as my recognized most valuable resource, I became the richest person that I knew, because these practices had become central to all that I see myself as.

A Thinker and a Creator

I Don't Age...I Evolve

Now, I have a totally 'smashed' view of Time and everything is in perfect timing.
All that is my life is about synchronicity and knowing that "All things are mine", because I have the resources to create anything I can conceive. The 'whens' and 'hows' don't matter any more, since as soon as I see myself as BEING/HAVING/DOING/GIVING in the NOW, then I have received it.

The process has been conceived and is in gestation, and will inevitably be birthed into the physical line of 'time'.

Now, my goals are simply desired outcomes. Thay are a collage, a patchwork, a multiplicity of layers of experience. And by the time a desired outcome has materialized, I'm already in the incubating state of another, and another, and another...ad infinitum. NOW, I am living in eternity.

Now I Am
...and it's ALL good! :-)

Liminal Musings-adding Body to the Mix

LIMINAL DEFINED which is kind of not possible, given it's 'blurry' nature lol

for those who don't know and haven't read previously, 'liminal', refers to the 'space between'. it is the blurred boundary between perceived objects, where what they are, actually merges, creating something new and unique that is both, yet neither, BECAUSE it is both...like the stretch of sand that is beach at low tide, but fully ocean when the water level rises.

i LOVE THE CONCEPT OF LIMINAL AND SPEND MUCH TIME EXPLORING IT
i love to know myself as one with Source Energy in all the spaces between what we recognise thru our physcal senses.

In this case, I refer, to the space between life's twist and turns, and all that continues to grow and expand, having had the seasons of intense conception through energy based connection that such challenges can give rise to.

What I mean is, at certain times, we are blessed with opportunities for stillness and reflection, in preparation for the changes that are needing to take place, for our development. These are times to align ourselves more completely with what we want in our lives, but often people misread them, and actually use them as time to fret over what is ending, instead of focussing their energy on what is desiring conception.

God!! If I could do justice to what pondering such ideas does to me!!!!

ADDING BODY TO THE MIX
this is a GREAT line!! and would be so cool to build a song around.

I'm refering here to the principle of material taking form around the energy constructs in place. In other words, throughout May, my month of Networking, I discovered wonderful truths and powerful forces available for our deliberate and focussed use, on an energy level. I believe all the necessary initial connections I desire for all I currently long to bring into my physical world were forged through this time.

And I believe the physical working out of those things is what's happening now. That emerging into the physical is what I call "adding Body to the mix". If creating our lives is made up various elements or ingredients, and the method of blending is the energy connection, then the baking adds firmness to the recipe, to give us our finished human experience.

NO TIME LIKE NOW

there is no time, other than NOW.

As I've said before, I believe the physical form of something is the 'end' of the process, not the beginning. When something emerges physically into my NOW experience, it has already been in existence in my ENERGY NOW state of BEING. When it bursts forth into form, it has completed the former state, and it brings with it NEW desires for MORE experience and a more expansive state, which then leads to new NOWs to come- ha! FUTURE NOWS lol gotta love this 'bending' of concepts!!

NEVER STATIC

And yet, we have static energy in our hair, and feel a little shock from it...hmm...this could be a new line of thought to travel down-I just detoured to look up the meanings of static and it's frought with all manner of 'contradictions' and contrasts. A REAL tin of worms that could be AWESOME fun to open..but not right now...lol :-)
but for now, I'm referring to the fact that we are NEVER not moving. Energy is always moving.

"Life must beget life" If it isn't moving and expanding, it isn't 'alive'. ANd since energy is always moving, everything is always 'alive', even if we think of it as solid and inanimate. All things as are equally dispersible. All things are pourous, having spaces between their moving particles. Always room to grow.

But my intention determines what will 'grow'. One way or another I am growing and changing, giving physicality to my energy focus.
Bearing this in mind, I want to harness all that I desire in my focal heart. When something alien to my authentic nature wants access, I don't resist it. I refocus.

EFT FOR THE EXTREMES

Now, I use EFT in the good times too, but I find it has the most incredible liberating power for those times, when my focus has been suddenly plunged into a pit, unexpectedly and bottomlessly.

At these moments, when I feel utterly 'taken over' by a belief or feeling, I use EFT to completely YIELD to the feeling and thought and fear, and just BLURT IT ALL OUT!!

THE INSANITY OF WISDOM

This is the height of "wise madness"! Herein lies the total disempowering of RESISTENCE.
It's like saying "Go ahead! Make my day!"
It's like chucking down the glove with joyful abandon to 'duel to the end'.
It's like 'running the gauntlet' with absolutely no thought given to the outcome. No attachment to it, because my entire focus has become totally about the challenge that every fibre of my being embraces as necessary for growth.
It's all a game.

"The champion rejoices to run his course"

Ah! This is living! And who'd have thought I could find it in the pit of blackness!?

But the essence that is life is EVERYWHERE... and it awaits my definition, in order that it may come into being.

What will I call it, NOW?

have an awefilled, magnificent day! :-)